Dec 20, 2014

As natural as it gets

A 100% natural salad made today afternoon using -

Strawberry
Chayote
Palm sprouts (roasted)
Pomegranate
Mint leaves
Papaya

And that is it.





No salt or sugar was added.

Calories, I spent the same while making it.

Nutrition? A cocktail of vitamins, minerals and fibre.

Sadly I was the only one who enjoyed it; wish I could share it.

Oct 31, 2014

Dailey

For Delhi
And Dehli
But Daily (not April, which is my favorite month)
And Dahlia
Dalai perhaps..

Jul 24, 2014

Ummmm... Affection.

A deep and strong affection is an energy waiting to disrupt positively. It is this energy that manifests in Art. 

Is it necessary?
Ummm we dooouoo (in my current accent)... But don't we live in a win win. Why then?
And do we mean it?
I think it's hardly intended. It's only because i need a cushion some time. Like hugging a stuff toy. Some people get pets.
So one feels the need for it. Hmm?
Ummmm...  Ok I do feel to be loved, to know if someone has thought about me. I feel great if I get a message from anyone except my Boss or colleagues around the world or a call from them. It's exhilarating. You feel good about yourself.
So it does hold meaning?
Ummmm... yes. But is that what is affection I wonder...

(Break. For no reason.)

How many times do you make similar calls, send messages?
Ummmm...  Mostly, if at all, well actually to my mom. And its not out of an obligation but that I want to, at times my sisters but I do forget my friends. I take them for granted. Less to my dad as well. Relations hardly.
Why would you have to talk to your relatives?
I should na. Again, its no obligation but they are nice people. They are of significance in my ecosystem and their being there is really important. But thennnn...
:-) Are there lesser topics to discuss with them?
Hmmm yes kind of. Earlier it was studies and now it's marriage. I knew them less as individuals. And they don't know me well as well. I m to them what my parents told.
Does it need a lot of guts to go the extra mile?
Avoidable guts, I'd say.

(Break. For no reason.)

So there's needs to be a motivation for affection?
Hmmm..  If you have to put it this way, so dry.
Hmmm...  But u like affection.
Oh yes... I have an addiction for affection.
To give or to receive it?
Both.
Is it selfless?
Not unless its pure.
So it's selective.
Hmmm I guess. I take everyone for granted that way. Most..  Well almost everyone.

(Break. For dramatic effects of revelation.)

Oh shite. I hate it when people do so to me.. Am I a bad human being?





"There There... Udit."





Jul 21, 2014

Juvenile Compositions

She thanked me a bunch
Of the daffodils and daisies,
Slightly quiver got my hunch
And I landed up at JCs
                *
what to do... what to do, 
Chirped a cute  li'l cuckoo,
'wat ooo tels s'so troo; whe'll alwysh nid oo' 
what to do, what to dooo :-(
                *
Helter Shkelter, 'ere and their
Ins'de-Outs'de everywhere
Toiled eyes seeking peaces
Strawberry fields forever at JCs
                *
Ray of 'Ope, a refreshing soap           
The Distance; a thin rough rope!!           
New music even naturally made, 
Alexander's taken Home his Jade
                *
Hung. the boys Sung
Boy Oh Boy bit his tongue
Whirl and Waltz, if I may could...
Miles away did Joys stood
                *
Super Senti, Duper Senti!!
A Senti Simpleton I am
From her broad smiles to cute Jives
She left having brightened our Lives
                *
Appeared an Angel with bejeweled wings,   
The Fairy wedded among the Kings        
Showering grace goes my Joan along,         
A powerful melody,Her sweetest song.
                *
A lot could be done if open and aware, 
A lot attained if Ji just look not stare
There are alternatives Ji could chose, 
Eliminate a fight, nurture truce
                *
And Finally a Chapter's closed.
Equanimity is reimposed.
With a Fresh slate, a New page,
I look back at myself, 
Oh Gosh there's so much to gauge!!
               ***

May 26, 2014

Hinduism vs Others known to me

I have two points here...
Well I say that Hinduism originally doesn't give me  any commandments to follow. It doesn't bother me with restrictions limitations and gives me the luxury of imagination. There is Geeta which primarily talks about Karma. As you sow so shall u reap. There are the Vedanta and the Upanishads but then they aren't necessarily to be read for a clean survival. They are pretty scientific I have heard and do not refer to a person, community, individual but are universal in application and approach. I shall now delve into them as part of my new project.
However and this being a big However, Hinduism created class. While other religions (again in my common knowledge, reached that state of division of work either by merit or suppression of other communities, Hinduism had a direct classification of individuals. Now, the genesis of this might have been pretty apt back in the time (the much discussed and referred Ram Rajya) but it lead to all kinds of problems in the recent centuries continuing with much disgust till today and years to come.
In understanding and accepting the statement that religion degenerates and limits self confidence and mind it took me lot of guts. 
I also think that I was born free, Russell said it already. But I guess the moment I started absorbing I started becoming insecure.
I shouldn't do this, I shouldn't have done this, I should only do this...
It was very much inside my mind till (because primarily of my Maa) I did not reside to the the fate's declaration that I have screwed up. My mom has been one of the most liberal and liberated woman who has told me its ok to ruin things. But keep walking. Of course it wasn't a lecture but her instinctive nature which I absorbed over the growing up years. It is because of her that I don't feel scared to be impulsive, instinctive and accept failure.
As my best friend she has never restricted my thought. In fact she made sure I m well exposed to have a mind of my own. She emphasized on being a vegetarian most importantly because she loves life in the animals. Wow... My various relationships. She is so brave and courageous to have accepted my big lies. Isn't that cool. While exposing me to ideologies of life through books, through movies, through discourses she has never ever restricted my mind. She trusts her creation.
I might not follow her ideas and she would be OK with it. Yet, I would certainly debate with her the right, the wrong and the desired.
Do we really need an idealized God who's existence is merely In the books (scriptures) and not in real life. I rather prefer the real life. Where I don't have to be waiting for a Miracle to happen based on the degree of my prayers but the faith that I have in the person.
Krishna, Rama, Jesus, Budha, Mahavira, Md PBUH are the legends I learn from (aptly put, second hand learning from others experiences). They are great personalities who have a lot of character to teach but I won't bend down and pray to them. For me they are apostles of characteristics as the courage of the Great Alexander the Great, the dedication of Gandhi and the passion of the Christ, the mind of Nelson Mandela...