Jul 24, 2014

Ummmm... Affection.

A deep and strong affection is an energy waiting to disrupt positively. It is this energy that manifests in Art. 

Is it necessary?
Ummm we dooouoo (in my current accent)... But don't we live in a win win. Why then?
And do we mean it?
I think it's hardly intended. It's only because i need a cushion some time. Like hugging a stuff toy. Some people get pets.
So one feels the need for it. Hmm?
Ummmm...  Ok I do feel to be loved, to know if someone has thought about me. I feel great if I get a message from anyone except my Boss or colleagues around the world or a call from them. It's exhilarating. You feel good about yourself.
So it does hold meaning?
Ummmm... yes. But is that what is affection I wonder...

(Break. For no reason.)

How many times do you make similar calls, send messages?
Ummmm...  Mostly, if at all, well actually to my mom. And its not out of an obligation but that I want to, at times my sisters but I do forget my friends. I take them for granted. Less to my dad as well. Relations hardly.
Why would you have to talk to your relatives?
I should na. Again, its no obligation but they are nice people. They are of significance in my ecosystem and their being there is really important. But thennnn...
:-) Are there lesser topics to discuss with them?
Hmmm yes kind of. Earlier it was studies and now it's marriage. I knew them less as individuals. And they don't know me well as well. I m to them what my parents told.
Does it need a lot of guts to go the extra mile?
Avoidable guts, I'd say.

(Break. For no reason.)

So there's needs to be a motivation for affection?
Hmmm..  If you have to put it this way, so dry.
Hmmm...  But u like affection.
Oh yes... I have an addiction for affection.
To give or to receive it?
Both.
Is it selfless?
Not unless its pure.
So it's selective.
Hmmm I guess. I take everyone for granted that way. Most..  Well almost everyone.

(Break. For dramatic effects of revelation.)

Oh shite. I hate it when people do so to me.. Am I a bad human being?





"There There... Udit."





Jul 21, 2014

Juvenile Compositions

She thanked me a bunch
Of the daffodils and daisies,
Slightly quiver got my hunch
And I landed up at JCs
                *
what to do... what to do, 
Chirped a cute  li'l cuckoo,
'wat ooo tels s'so troo; whe'll alwysh nid oo' 
what to do, what to dooo :-(
                *
Helter Shkelter, 'ere and their
Ins'de-Outs'de everywhere
Toiled eyes seeking peaces
Strawberry fields forever at JCs
                *
Ray of 'Ope, a refreshing soap           
The Distance; a thin rough rope!!           
New music even naturally made, 
Alexander's taken Home his Jade
                *
Hung. the boys Sung
Boy Oh Boy bit his tongue
Whirl and Waltz, if I may could...
Miles away did Joys stood
                *
Super Senti, Duper Senti!!
A Senti Simpleton I am
From her broad smiles to cute Jives
She left having brightened our Lives
                *
Appeared an Angel with bejeweled wings,   
The Fairy wedded among the Kings        
Showering grace goes my Joan along,         
A powerful melody,Her sweetest song.
                *
A lot could be done if open and aware, 
A lot attained if Ji just look not stare
There are alternatives Ji could chose, 
Eliminate a fight, nurture truce
                *
And Finally a Chapter's closed.
Equanimity is reimposed.
With a Fresh slate, a New page,
I look back at myself, 
Oh Gosh there's so much to gauge!!
               ***